I just received an official wedding invitation from my friend. Well, I already know that she is going to marry in October for quite some time but what struck me is what is written in invitation.

There is short poem or story that said 8 YEARS 8 months ago when they just got together..oh no...it is been 8 years 8 months ago....

I still remember when we all teased when the guy just started came after her...the way my friend would blushed and avoid the topic haha.

Saat kita masi culun2nya pake seragam sma...dimana idealisme pacaran or type pacar yg mo kita cari wakakaka

time passed real fast...huahhhh....mencemaskan.........apakah ini gejala umur seperempat abad and ups....+ 1...

New chapter in life...
Just pray that Your Hand will always guide me
Thank you Lord

I thank God for He is faithful, in my deepest sorrow, in my most happy times, He is always with me..Thank you Lord....

Lord of all the earth
How You care for me
You have made me
You will save and carry me always

You are faithful (3x)
Your joy is my strength

Lord you are my God
I rely on You
I put my hope in things not seen
Your promises all true

Always you're with me
Your hand will lift me
My trust is in your hands
(Hillsongs)

After being so depressed and down for one whole day yesterday, finally I feel much better now.
well, thanks to my friend that console me. And suprisingly, he pointed out a point that I know all along but I just did not realized that at that time.

What he said is this: everything that you experience, whether is good or bad..well, especially the bad time, there is lesson to be learned, God may want to teach us something out of this. Sound simple, but when it happened, I was too busy to ask why things happened like this or that, lots of why and not "what you want me to learn from this".

As for this episode, i assume what i have learned this time is to keep ask God of what He want me to learn rather than why He make things happened in the way its happened.

And another sidenote for myself: He does answers prayer ;)

makin hari gua berasa makin stuck in terms of kerjaan..
padahal dulu gua "cinta" mati ama kerjaan gua,
I can feel the excitement in getting the job done, good colleagues, good boss...no complain
Sekarang, i feel so stuck, i'm not optimizing my skill or my potential.
Hari hari dilewati cuman for the sake of setor muka..bosannnnnnnn
cuman ada 1 project in hand yg keliatan bisa diharapkan...dah ngomong ama boss,minta kerjaan lebih (jarang2 kan orang minta kerjaan), tapi yah dia he-eh he-eh aja...duhhhhh
i have tried to hang on there..thinking of this weird feeling will go away after sometime
but somehow, it become worse
It is only me? or yg lain sebenernya juga berpura2 sibuk??

ga tau deh, been praying so that God give me the passion in doing the job.
that He open way for me.....

I'm venturing into a new place that I'm not familiar…
Call it an adventure but yet it is part of life journey
Feel excited but yet little bit of nervous
I don’t want to think too much..
I just want to rely of His voice to tell me if I should go on