feel stuck :'(

andaikan aku bisa baca pikiran orang
pasti kubaca pikirinmu

andaikan aku bisa ngerti isi hatimu
pasti sudah kuselidiki dari dulu

andaikan aku bisa nentuin masa depan
pasti aku bikin yg paling .. (isi sendiri lah)

andaikan andaikan.....

andaikan smuanya bener bener terjadi
hidup ngga akan seru lagi

ga ada lagi rasa deg2an, kejutan ato pun harapan
karena disitulah letak bumbu2 kehidupan

haha...error mode

Have been listening to this song for past few days. kind of "old" song...soundtrack for Music & Lyric... btw, it is a nice movie...romance, the kind that woman will like hahaha...

check out the lyric..well this is the woman singing part...which pretty much decribe how woman think :P

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Hmmm.....

what's next....this question has popped out few times lately..
many things have happened, many goals have been reached..which I thanked God for that.
but what's next??? I'm still awaiting for His "instructions" :)

Lagi seneng..seperti kata pepatah: Badai pasti berlalu hahaha...
Jadi setelah semingguan lebih ber-bt and melo ria...now I'm back with high spirit, yeah!

Looking forward for biblecamp! As what He promised, something great is going to happen and I don;t want to miss it again.. udah plan to drop my parents somewhere at east coast, or if not, let them see how we are worshipping God setelah gagal mengajak mereka ke gereja minggu lalu...sempet kecewa...but I will keep asking!!!